Remembrance of lives lost

 Remembrance of lives lost
inscription: Life can be wonderful, you can live helpless, when looking back is so wonderful short.
Opening: 20 80s day at noon, in a village the corner, I was born, Virgo, of course, very few people know that in rural areas, but do not know what is the point. Now, when I remember, I was convinced, all these things are not nonsense, some true and I do, and some even I myself can not describe. look at the introduction Virgo, can understand me.
Here is the introduction Virgo:
. Head Star: Mercury
. IV like sex: to
. Jewelry: Sapphire, amber
. lucky number: 7
. Characteristics: Change
. ruling planet: Mercury
. yin and yang of: negative
. lucky color : Gray
. Representative Date: Wednesday
. Metal: Mercury
. EQ index :80-84
. lucky Location: small city
. Maximum features: analytical
. in charge of the body: intestines, abdominal
. Features: hard work, nitpicking
. personality traits: You are a perfectionist, I feel fine acumen, but also keep a cool head, of things can make the right judgments. because self-demanding, it is easy to mental stress; and clear sensitive mind, to see the real interests of the very practical.
. Relationships: Since your perfectionism for worship, it is easy to find fault, people can not stand; due to nerve sharp, everything is easy to keep in mind that your letter, may flow in the stickle section, Xiaojiazaiqi. learn more permissive attitude towards others, will be very good yo!
. dress Important: You were very good at playing on the very popular well-informed, advanced material and special design is to reflect your taste and style, do not need to blindly follow fashion.
. Virgo advantages: 1, the pursuit of perfection, never be discouraged; 2, down to earth; 3 things do be careful; 4, good data collection; 5, hard work; 6, keep its part, reliable; 7, modesty is not exaggerated; 8, a precise observation; 9, patient; 10, of love faithful;
. Virgo Disadvantages: 1, too nitpicking; 2, nagging trivial; 3, minding; 4, got a little older are to; 5, the lack of magnanimity to accept criticism; 6, not romantic enough, do not respect others dream; 7, interpersonal relations to be strengthened; 8, too real, the lack of vision;
these sufficient to describe me. I'm in, that simple, simple can not believe.
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my childhood I was young, not as good as now, the most trouble is my man, but I have no way, Who do not understand a thing when Hou. I heard one time that autumn is just too , particularly busy at home, are in the ground, I was very small, not notes, not to me stranded at home, took me to the ground with, because I always cry, how my parents were so busy I will always have time to control it, they are anxious to cry, my dad brought me to fall to the ground, so that others could not bear to see all that. It is said that I was to cry, do not know if scared. I grew afraid My father would not be this time in my young mind shadow? In fact, these I do not hate my father that I know about my temper and my father, and even more violent, but I do not love shown, I met this time would certainly have done it.
Gradually, I look a little big, do not go to the ground with my parents, but was still very small, let my grandmother with me, and I was also a piece of three months older than me sister, brother, ten months younger than me, are my uncle home. is that although my brother than me, but in these three children The most disobedient is me, it seems I grew up full of personality. Of course most do not move in time, like my grandmother (now changed, and I'm a good boy, but in their eyes), but I like my grandpa . really do not understand the idea of a child, always pestering her grandmother tell stories, each story can be told almost own, or talk to Grandma, but rapt.

I started primary school in her grandmother The story I grew older .1990 year, I entered the school, our village primary school, when our family for me to go to school very seriously, let me say a year ago on the age requirement but not enough, in fact, the age of the state has enough, more than the classroom because of our small village, how many people do not fit. even now I still only making a false report on a year-old, when the teacher is really vicious, I would not change his mind. She said I was small, that is, do not want me, and said that even if I went to also did not count. then I was disgusted to go to school, playing at home has been crazy, but feel uncomfortable at school. The teacher, so I call it, though I think this is a contamination of this call, she put me on the last row, using the broken table, how my height should not be in this position, really vicious.
then I go to school only know their own eye problems, written on the blackboard in the final surface at all the things I see. My dad asked the teacher to adjust the table, just do not fucking give me notes. or another teacher could not stand, and in When she was not transferred to me, although I am still in this position is not clear, I am still very grateful to her, she is teaching math, that evil is the language teacher, then I go to school in ten few years, I always liked math, but not like the language, how to say no one would believe and it did not, as one. In that year, I learned a phonetic language and in addition to one to ten, plus Under the hands of the population, the do not know anything. I talent in mathematics, was not yet fully demonstrated, but has been pretty good. wicked teacher will not let me take the test, in fact, consider how many points I can not test , the language I would not, even if a hundred math test, how?
I am very easy to downgrade, I can go to blame others? sensible people know that I will go to repine.
in another first grade, I just catch up with the new schools built in the new classroom lessons. but the new environment and I did not bring change in the law-abiding, my performance this year, nothing good performance, nor as the first that wasted a year. was very focused at home rankings are dejected every time I go home, think Mo Lianxian parents, regardless of this, I still have to deal with their inquiries.
my life transition from the second grade, in the year, I learned to feisty. the beginning I was like before, unknown, the school out of college, the homework assignments, I have never thought I could test First, not to mention the first, even the top ten of the heart at all. In that six months, my classmate, a little girl, she is really smart, IQ is definitely taller than me, but her father's peach events of her She refused to go to class, and since then I never saw her, I heard that she went somewhere else to go to school, did well. Perhaps this is the only thing I can test the first opportunity, though not so sufficient fineness . The final result is obvious, and I score a hundred, Language 98, Math 102 (Total 104), even if her words, but also much better than I do. From the beginning, I gradually the performance of their own critical up, the exam will reflect their own good, even though their idea was simple back then, just hope the next time to do well. once the outbreak was ushered year and a half of silence, after all when I test the first thought I had that strength, the results of my poor showing, it is difficult to convince the people.
third grade in the examination rose to nearly a lower class, I entered the third grade level. This time, our class was divided into two classes, I Yiban, but I am glad teachers are hateful Jiaban vicious teacher. I'm really glad that my teacher was not her. Although the results of our class time is not good, but we're happy The teacher was very hard, so are we. in a rising fourth-grade test, I first in our class, but no meaning, do not know what position Jiaban to row one, it can only enter the top ten.
in the fourth grade teacher ingenuity, boys and girls at the same table, my classmate, is a very pretty girl. teachers do not have idea how to manage this is not one play, when still small, the boundaries of male and female students is clear, if, as that in both the ideological and class Zhunde  . We in the first table, despite this, I still can not see the words on the blackboard, and my eyesight is really bad, and she gave me a great help then copy the total problem on the blackboard so that we do. She gave me either copy, or read to me, very grateful to her now to think of it, three or four years gone, and now she okay.