Next life I will marry you but not this life passage, gave the people really know how to love

 Understanding and sub made by accident, in a dating site to see her photo. Tranquil smile, and all my girls know I feel different, but somehow let me move the heart. Happened, she online, therefore, left a MSN address, like fishing for Jiang Taigong. Then, she hooked, hehe. I was in Shanghai, regarded as a successful man, but also very handsome. married and my wife is extremely beautiful, perfect to the extreme. there is a very obedient elegant squeamish stewardess girlfriend. from time to time but also know some pretty girls. In the eyes of others I am a happy person, life is a numbers game, in addition to feasting, but I live very lonely, no one can not see alone. sub-words is a very thoughtful girl, and me on her MSN chat after the conclusion of the two. For me, a bit mean. So I her out to dinner. She hesitated for a long time, I'm running out of patience at times, and she reluctantly agreed (on the phone hear the barely) Oh, but I am a strong curiosity and desire to conquer the people, no girls in the Dodge in my It seems only just that one gesture, usually I do not care. When I received the hotel made the drivers handle it, I have been hungry dizzy. my heart is a bit of anger but still maintained a good gentleman . Undeniably, the first thing the child is made let me down. ordinary extraordinary appearance can only be considered handsome, with no touch beautiful. Fortunately, however, does not seem very bad, and feel very intellectual. this, gave me something new. just my little words, mature understanding of sub-word is not the girl I want to type. inadvertently left I saw her wearing a diamond ring on the ring finger. your husband do? I suddenly ask . ah?! is focusing instead on eating as if she was surprised my problem, and then down my eyes to see their fingers. This is my old boyfriend gave me. ex-boyfriend? broke up? is so also Why wearing a ring? used to it, and so I will not forget he was sick, I was sneered, where there is such a silly girl ah! the time will soon be over for a meal, I have nothing much of interest and she continued in conversation, and got the driver to take me to the bar and then took her home. She did not nonsense, but when I get off on I gently smiled and said thank you. her smile, quiet and sensible , where sudden I was stunned, actually have some sense of loss. look at the car disappeared in the Huaihai Road, the traffic in, I called his sentence, hell. After this a long time, I did not and the child made contact before. really, my life too busy, drink wine, see the endless endless beauty. really, words are too common child, common to the way I do not remember her. Two months after the day I returned to Shanghai from Shenzhen. Open MSN , the long list of contacts inside, actually only made one sub-line, of course, when it was late. bored, I prodded and sub made. beauty, I have not seen bad? my habit, to see Girls must be called beautiful, even if it is only the bad dinosaurs, how do you? send photos I see. Actually, I have been sure of this, did not expose my tricks, obedient to send a photo over. is the first time I saw that picture. She gave a mild tranquil smile that had impressed me. come sit? I still here. so late? overtime? is that there is a urgent project plan. then I'll pick you up, anyway, I have nothing, so you are okay. MSN does not respond to the other end suddenly. After a long pause, she gave me the phone over: Really? Yes ah, I said. Why lie to you? then you go to Starbucks in Central Square, waiting for me below it, half an hour I can finish the work of the hands. So I leisurely leisurely open in the car to Central. In my mind, just because of boredom, but because no others to follow suit will come to her. So, I have been very leisurely. Fifteen minutes later, the child made down the upstairs office, she had the makeup of than the first time I saw her pretty much have to. so, I looked up and down her license to have more interest again. and all men, I like beauty, like the incurable. Ha ha. but she always felt What is the first meeting place is not the same, but suddenly can not remember. the day I took my son to open his own words to the bar, she was always quiet, not talking much curiosity is not nervous. very special But I insisted that She drank two glasses of wine, she then began to increase. I know, she comes from a small town in Shandong Province, one in Shanghai five years, the feelings of the just-concluded five-year period, is currently blank. In a famous foreign company as project manager. This I was not looking out of her petite she's not play her shy of her soft, I always thought she was just what the company's prospects only. late at night, I took her home. She lives very far away , in the Pudong called Zhoupu the town. tell the truth, when I had the desire to have sex with her, her beautiful lips, the kind of full of rosy. But just as I kissed her, she like a bar Like the fish slipped out of my hands. in the dark even her eyes sparkling-clear this is a smart girl. Since no avail, I did not struggle, while the beauty to a Drama called ridicule while yawning. put down the phone the moment I finally up, she was not wearing a diamond ring today. And there is no trace of the fingers, should be a very long time wearing my heart surprised a moment, is it that she has a boyfriend? but not like . in our drink and chat for hours, her phone has not rung. So is her day to say I care about? If this is so bad. I am a married man, the family is perfect, all the outside Regent is just boring. firm can not affect the family. so I've been very careful never to leave because Touxiang what troubles stolen jade. I was a businessman, the most concerned about is return on investment and to pay and get the balance. and sub-words, appears to be a very easy girl seriously, so I am most afraid of people. think I got a commitment here, I never gone after the girl, and besides, she and I know that beauty is worse big big part of it. It has been almost two months since I have not had any contact with her, she is the same. just, me and her fate would be inextricably. In October, my company took a big project, cooperation is a U.S. company business. That day, the three companies to cooperate, one of which is sub-statement. Wu Yan, the first time I got her card. above a hint of fragrance, and her man the same. She is not in the whole course of the meeting said a word, just quietly listening to everyone talk. steal a glance at her pensive face, I did a bit distracted. do not know what that night or not she remember? Although no results After all, her petite body trembling in my arms too. After a week, she sent a plan to me. No doubt, she is good! All of us are very satisfied with the plan. so, I also found The second excuse to invite her to dinner. This time, under my deliberately inquire into, and she finally had a comprehensive understanding. 27 years old, she was born into a poor family of teachers, six years ago graduated from Northeast University of Finance, 22 At the age of Shanghai University of Finance admitted to graduate school, during this period and her ex-boyfriend, so after graduation to stay in Shanghai. for some reason her boyfriend in Shanghai to prepare and to break up her marriage some time ago ... ... the dinner The process is what I asked, she answered, no expression, no superfluous words do not deliberately hide there still is no exaggeration. Apart from the occasional quiet hold hold hold mouth be to me a smile. do not know why, so she is makes me a little tempted. because of work The reason we started the frequent contacts. actually I do not need a lot of things personally, but I like Zhong Lexie is like. In looking for opportunities every day on MSN and talk to her. even if only a few simple regards. and sometimes I deliberately made some adult jokes to her, but the network in addition to the other end of her twice Oh no excessive reaction, occasionally back to my sentence: Knock it off I think that time I was crazy , N many beautiful women, I have turned down a date, a day before work in MSN, asked her: that the project would also discuss, do you have time today, have dinner chat? general she did not refuse, I like the small Like boys, particularly good performance, each for a different car to pick her. and she, always quiet, maintains an embarrassment not let me let me tired of the scale. Finally one day, I took her home after When her turn on the lights in the door and hugged her ... ... Later, I am a little disturbed, but she looked like before, when the discussion of the work to give me the mail, when not working on quietly, hanging on the MSN, does not bother me a bit, so I would rather a little embarrassed, do not know how to do. before I had a one night stand girls and then I will give some money or to take some presents. For her, this sort of thing I'm a little afraid. And more so, but the more torn I am. I have not even started a few days to remain online in MSN. but did not see her is impossible. not long before we begin the operation of the project, she as a partner representatives and I went to Shanxi. from on the plane to live in hotels, I always know what to do, she did not one to say much. tell the truth, really is not previously encountered such a girl. in a hotel room inside I said to myself regretting that stupid. I've always been effortless for people, how will become so passive? Moreover, this is not a particularly beautiful girl! set the state of inner peace, to cheer myself playing, I walked out of the room , just sub-words would come out from the room side. I gave her a big hug: beauty, come to my room today right? for my actions she was surprised, but not too much that I'll never looking back break down the stairs. finally I understand why they would a little bit nervous, she was very proud of, is the essence, revealing the pride, and that she did not value for money, then she is feeling, and I do not want to give the best to not is feeling. I know she must be just angry behavior, it was just as I have as a playboy, and no need to play the role of Lover. In those days I Shanxi do more presumptuous, even in On the way back I asked son made to me about beauty. I did not think her feelings, to be honest do not want to think about. She also nothing special, just, and I just had one night stand, and this sort of thing basically every weeks will happen, since she did not show any sad, I comforted myself, Oh just did not expect the child made me really start to introduce beauty. in MSN, she suddenly sent me a beautiful picture, and then ask me mean. I idle is idle anyway, he often asked her and those beautiful women eating and drinking. She is still not a word to say, cold look at me and flirting with other people. But my heart was impaired, So she brought to those girls I do not about any one individual. And me and her, and gradually returned to more normal travel. but do not know why, every time I want to travel, there is always told her on the MSN , back, first to inform her, too. She will give me a few greetings, and thus, we would like to place lightly, but only the work of talk about feelings, talk about beautiful women talking about themselves. it seems like something that night has gradually faded away. But the longer the more I seem to rely on her, if only she were more likely to condone my presumptuous. and she still kept her beautiful girlfriend who went to my appointment brings. because she, I met Ling, a glamorous girl exquisite. Ling and sub made a good friend from childhood grew up with, then I also know where Ling is famous for the beauty of their home, has no competition. and the child made a well-known talented woman, so far is unparalleled. Admittedly, I quickly fell in love with Ling. She is the kind of good at Fadia girls, and the proud words of a completely different sub-types. for a long time, every day I bored to Ling Faxin interest, because she already had her fiance, so I can not openly call her. But that is because they can not be, I am more interested. and the beginning of a single sub-word chat, in addition to, or Ling Ling. sub- made on the Ling is protected, never in front of me said she was a bad word. And Ling is also a delicate full of girls, little will send information to tell me a headache, and a strong sub-words than she is a very easy to cause man to protect the desire of the woman. I Ling short messages every day so flirt, her fiance is a promising banking officials, is very close to her custody. Of course, if she was my girlfriend and I they will also care very tight, huh. each of about less than Ling, I would call her son made to help, and the child always made will not let me down. that time in addition to curry favor with Ling, the Son did not mind as I have already made. 04 years on Christmas Eve, Ling and her fiance had an argument, because Ling found the presence of another woman. After an argument with her luggage to the child with simple home made I know that whatever went after his wife left Zhoupu. This is my second visit to sub-statement of the home. spotless small fine. to help me open the door the moment, the child has made the expression of the pain of Tolerance. However, I was how can Note that these feelings do. I just care about Ling. That evening the three of us made in the child's home to drink as a result, sub-words to help me and Ling packed the room and left the house did not come back until the next morning. She was so quiet, quiet to give us a good two hot milk, baked bread, toothpaste, toothbrushes and even for us to be ready on the bathroom. facing the sub-words, I am a little embarrassed, thank you, you're a good woman. so weak weakness, that came out I felt a little shame. sub made just smile: You have to take her the next few days, I have been together, and Ling, the company did not go home and not returning. Ling is a very sticky the little woman. said to be very miserable. small when his parents divorced, she and her mother live together, until twelve years old her mother eventually dies she return to his father and stepmother still my sister along. and the child made, For her, like a sister like her mother, has been meticulous care of her, anything to her and protect her. So, she is dependent on sub-words, there will also be made in willful child. However, the child may be so made woman, and I would feel dependent on her. this time, we work very smoothly. son made the strong ability to work so I told her with admiration. I took Ling sightseeing tour, return to first love seems to be the same. even I was beginning to considering divorce to marry Ling. In late January, my company out of the small problems, in order to solve these, I have to stay in Shanghai a day. Ling as a holiday, please, also avoid the search for her fiance, a few decided to stay in Lijiang days. That night, I do not know Ling has gone, after I turned down several dating habits of the car to Zhoupu, because this time has been living in here, so my son and Ling are made with the key . Ling is not, I was a little empty, but also do not want to go home to sit in the dark trance. Son of computer words Twinkle, twinkle, I easily opened. in a folder on the desktop to see: subject of curiosity I click to enter, but there are password-protected. I tried a lot of the figures may be arranged, without success. Finally, reluctantly entered my birthday altogether, actually opened. may subconsciously feel that time I made my mind in the child's weight, but he has been avoiding it. today know hee, look very presumptuous of a man, but I feel pretty good about my forest ... ... to drink today, I necessarily agreed, but also, and he said a lot of nagging things, send me came back downstairs, he wanted to kiss me, I broke free, he and I is not a world of people ... ... Today, partners and employers to meet there, actually, met Xi, Shanghai for the first time made me feel not so great ... ... Today, after hee sent me not to go back, I was really damn, how do not have to restrain myself, but ... ... see Hee on MSN today, and he saw me right off the assembly line, some bitterness in my heart In fact, I have not entangled him, after all, is not a world of people ... ... tomorrow and Hee on a business trip, I have a little bit excited, to pack a lot of pp's clothes, huh, huh ... ... Today Hee's performance very much, and perhaps I told him because he did not want illusions it, then forget that right, I do not want to fuss ... Today, I took Ling Hee together and meet. hee's eyes told me he fell in love with Ling, in fact, Ye Hao, One is my good friend, one is I like people, so it is the best way to ... ... today, Xi and Ling in my home, I felt pain, though I know can not fall in love with this man, but love no reason is not it? itemized account the entire file is like this record made me and the child has met all the things, in a word, an expression, she is very detailed records. In these simple words, I saw this woman There are the feelings of the child quiet persistence of tolerance. Turn off the computer, I still sit in darkness in a daze, then one to keep a smoke. do not know how long it took, I heard the door open. Sub statement carrying heavy luggage came. saw me, she was surprised, but just quietly smiled to me. Ling went to Lijiang in the afternoon of the aircraft, you do not know? meet in the afternoon I had never turned on. She and her fiance broke up completely, these are her things, I just moved here to help her. I suddenly do not know what to say, Oh, in fact, I am a very standard Playboy, the enthusiasm of the beauty is often no more than two months, although there have been a divorce to marry the idea of Ling, but things really come to this step, I was suddenly a little scared. not to mention I have a flight attendant for six years with my girlfriend, she had to choose between getting married and my wife I gave up when the object she had been very unfair to her. Now, if I marry another woman after the divorce, that my girlfriend will be mad! how do you now? sub-word at me dumbfounded and asked me nothing, I also have an appointment to walk first. hurry me down the stairs, I can not see the eyes of children made her look as if you could see me very deep inside. A week later, I am restless. have on Ling miss, how are the arrangements for Ling came back to her anxiety, there are pairs of words inexplicable guilt, these things have on the future development of possible concern can not control ... ... cut the Gordian knot has been my style, I do not like the feelings of the affected work. But which side gives me a headache really chopped. did not take long, Ling returned from Lijiang to Shanghai, but after more than a stooge for the follow Ling is back with the blond foreigner, said in Lijiang Ling love at first sight on the bar, has been tracked in Shanghai. I feel the number is somewhat depressed, and sub-words, the smart girl, she was always a good grasp of my mind, and in a timely manner quietly comfort me My fascination with Ling has also been gradually reduced, the kind of man to get a woman excited after the burnout and then slowly, without exception appears. just as I know those beautiful girls, Sprinter do not willful, dependent also particularly strong. I can not accompany every day as it was, like her, I meet his wife and girlfriend. So we started the quarrel, for the idea after a divorce to marry her long gone. However, her Tears still often I relented. I'm not going to get rid of her but do not intend too seriously. It was an accident during the thing, my wife ectopic pregnancy, resection of the ovaries after the operation, which means she can no longer be the future birth to a baby. a whole month every day I take things too hard guarding her afraid of her, put aside all things, including work includes engagements are also Ling. until I came to think of her, but could not find a . sub-words to tell me, Ling's father died suddenly of a sudden illness, she mad to me, and I do not take a phone call. left Shanghai that day she made to tell my son, never want to see me. I am Ling has a trace of guilt, because she only had her father loved this one, I think that time she is vulnerable and I did not give her much. However, it was just two months ago, I suddenly headache resolved. Ling to me like a storm, but no fine after leaving a trace. only occasionally would miss her, after all, after I got married she was the first girl really tempting me. life and in accordance with the the established way forward, I still drink a day every day because of who. and the child made contact also reduced, she kept her usual silence, but I can feel the silence behind the accusations .05 day on May morning, I was nightclubs and banks a few friends to drink. the phone rang, a sub-statement. I was surprised, and sub-word understanding of almost a year, she never took the initiative to call me, not to mention is the time. side of the phone sub-word weak and painful, she told me could be inflamed appendix, pain is very severe. I hesitated, but still passed. as compared to the hospital in time, he had no right, just need to be hospitalized surgery. I helped her All arrangements are already in the early morning when the. Back to the ward, the child insisted on no sleep in other words me, her eyes are all grateful to me. In fact, Ling had left since the end of March I have not seen the child made Now more than ever she was, exposed arms look thin feel sorry Thank you! all right, good rest, the operation time has been arranged. Well then who is going to the hospital to take care of you? I do not know, I used to Ling also this friend, and now she is not in Shanghai. looked up, she gave me a smile, Qieqie, weakness. I zheng zhu, this silent girl, a man without family and no friends in Shanghai, such as a small snail hiding in its shell. suddenly I am a bit distressed her. Although, I admit he is a macho man, but I very kind heart. Oh, a little self-praise Oh! words invited me to help child-care, And as long as the air down to see her I will go to the hospital on a few occasions sent her flowers. I think she is like a daisy, a light and gentle. discharge, I began traveling to sub-word frequently. not because of love just hope that she will not be so lonely, I put her in the heart in front of their little sister. She often said to me very seriously: you saved my life, I have to pay you. Actually, that's something I did do not mind, just little things. But the children solemnly made me very comfortable, when she kind of slumped over the simple, very cute. the days go on such a day in summer, I received the mail Ling . She has been ready to get married, and that love is the foreigner. in the mail which she told me four months with us the happiest time of her very very much love me but hate me even more. I'm speechless, I was not also seriously love her? heard that she wanted to marry my mind too uncomfortable. After a few days before I return to the Ling mail. Now that can not give you the future, then give you a blessing. The next day I charge ten million dollars to her card, can be considered good terms. The weather was getting cold down, the leaves of plane trees with the wind gradually falling. sub made to Beijing in November, when the headquarters of study, half the time each of us day to chat with the mail. She told me things in Beijing, the fresh faced, first encountered dust storms there. I, that is, some in front of outsiders refuse to discuss the troubles told her, my wife finished ovarian surgery after the eccentric personality, his girlfriend forced me to her birthright, the new understanding of a variety of girl ... ... do not know when to start, I am more dependent the quietly wise little girl. and she also always from the perspective of a woman of me, teach me how to coax them happy. has often reminded me to cherish those who love me. I have sent her back to a song, very sad melody forgot to say, sub- statement of good taste in music, and even wrote a lot of music critic for the station. sub-word came back that day I went to the airport to pick her out I gave a her a hug. miss ya! I told her secretly in the heart . This is half of the time, I see myself, I think, I was in love with her, I did not care about this has been the silence of the quiet common now I am deeply concerned about the girls began to share my heart a very important position. But I also know I can not, it is the love I owe too much debt, I can not give her in the future when I could not bear to go to hurt such a sensitive and delicate, exquisite mind the girls. sub- made in Beijing to bring me the gift of a bottle of Boss perfume, and it is the kind I like flavor. But: how do you know? I let people out the perfume I have heard, this is the only taste the most like you previously used. not like it? she asked how I was nervous, your nose is very sensitive, good, huh, huh. Although very casual, but my heart was moved, so the girls heart no longer available in Shanghai. you He good / as a reward to rely on his / unreasonable to you, even if he farce / finally see the tears in your smiling face / You can not see / heart more ground in that shrinking smaller Tianyi / abyss will also look inside knowledge I want a good man jumping / only woman in the talent around him know / just who is the poison / Who is your treasure / If a man's good / always everywhere you wronged yourself to please / to create to get / why should you own troubling about that day, the successful completion of the project in Shanxi Province, we have to celebrate, to sing the till. The first words heard children singing, scared to Heaven! her vocal range is very wide, gentle man, generous woman she can be interpreted with music good. This girl, kept Surprise me, how good she was, what I did not find the place? the end I took her home, we all drank a little high. Naturally, we are entangled in together, the child kept saying words: I miss you everyday, think of crazy! I do not know how to answer, only holding her soft body to her passion ... ... I woke up early the next day, Introduction to the sleeping child tucked quietly away. On the way back I sent her the message: sub-words, I think I really fell in love with you, we together? forever? think about tell me ? She did not answer, I waited one day without her information, did not see her on MSN. tell the truth I was a little nervous, because I did not try to understand her, she would under such circumstances how like I do not know. to ten o'clock at night I go around looking for her to no avail, she sent me a message: I love you, but I can not hurt your wife and your girlfriend, you are to them the whole world, how can I be so cruel? child words, my little son made good silence, in love, the world and victory will always be strong, how could you? I know at this time and she said What are all useless. So I phoned my wife and told her some things I would like to discuss with her. My wife is a sensitive man, no, it should be said every woman is sensitive at this time, When I got home and saw all over the room and I took pictures of her, and she curled up on the sofa just staring, grievances and contribute nothing. I know what you say to me, but I have to prevent you from all the things on the outside, do a complete home you do not want to let me keep it? before I could speak, she pre-emptive strike: I have a baby can not you, if you have a child outside I will treat in front of real daughter. I was she staged a surprise. am soft-hearted moment is wrong, do not know how to bring that topic again, is the ah, and my wife from love to marriage, a full 12 years, she do not miss anything. However, I'm 36 years old, and already know what they need, not to mention a heartache I thought the girl, I love more deeply. watching wife cried upper eyelid swelling, and I also know that today is not about what the result. thought, turned out, I went to a girlfriend there. is always to resolve out of a bar, can not have drag, I did not like Hao Zhao energy and time. with me girl talk even worse, she did not listen to what I'm saying is crying, I even promised to continue to give her twenty thousand a month for living expenses, until she has a new destination ... ... The result is that I find any to driving aimlessly in the street Xia Zhuan, mobile phone sub-word has been closed, I suddenly feel lonely but no place to talk. The next day, my wife and girlfriend have been suicide. a woman's love life for the maintenance of their own The reckless let me complete collapse. Although they are safe and sound, but I can not mention breaking up. child is made aware of these things a week later. She did not scold me, but I do not see her happy . I really want to give you a home with you forever. I told her, however, you can not hurt them so I am afraid of losing you will not, I will not change my love for you, did not lose my Love, how can you lose me? child made very eloquent, huh, huh. tell the truth, I was struggling with his wife and his girlfriend, they are the morning glory as a woman, you need to attach to survive. child speech, As a morning glory, is also very sad, because they are not necessarily like the attachment had to dependence. Then, as long as the day I was in Shanghai, as long as the entertainment does not have to, I will take sub-word work. back her home, I continue to work, she in the kitchen cooking her meal after watching me go down the stairs. little warm home than my own flat a few hundred villas, and more so I am attached to. but we the two were no longer intimate. just pulling up to hand, because I think to give her the possibility of a home is very small, and do not want to be as irresponsible. In fact, one night stands happen to me often, however, word pairs, I was so caring, made before the child is to want to do a good and responsible man. this time, I bought a sub-set of words in Xinzhuang villa, however, gave less than a week she sold, all the money She was again hit my account. I want is for your pure love, do not want to have money mixed, not to mention you saved my life. And I still to no avail, when she moved out of these words . how should I say, this thin petite girl character is very stubborn. I can only love her more. If you have been so, I'm a very happy person. However, there is no if. and sub-words together these days , in addition to fun is fun. feeling relaxed, well a lot of work to do a lot of big deal. Honestly, all these years how much money I make very clear that he was not, but the hard work and money to make money for my happiness must be disproportionate. Therefore, God sent me the sub statement. petite child is very strong word, never heard her complain in front of me, she a man ...