Origin of the first chapter

 Our world, which one is the most important? That he is you have me, or do we own?
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this morning I said to the pupil what I dreamed Xuan, I'm a lazy she white The attention to me. pupil has been with me for eight years, from middle school to high school and then to University of ups and downs along the way the two had each come to me, and I am glad God gave her to me, and I believe we will have so that together until death, every pupil hear me express my feelings, she would throw me a large looked down upon, the Secretary Lok Yi, who died in one with you, ah, man I gotta die but also a be dead.
with the sentence the words of the most hypocritical, Ho Xuan is open when I first fell in love with love slips the first person, that is, the so-called first love, whom I described as that period of time of my transformation from a nothing understand the idiot girl into a full day of Spring and Autumn Forest sister pupil quite happy to start a competent comfort when the angel, then gradually to me crazy, until now, almost numb.
I dream He and I see in church, blessing the crowd, he gave me this ring. I went on, drooling, dreaming of things even if only in dreams there is a kind of makes me feel happy, that to me it has been very good. I used a corner of his eye the pupil, and saw she opened the container in general began dressing in the face layer after layer of paint.
really pupil is a beautiful, She is a flower that I want to say definitely that the green leaves of foil to do, it is estimated a little over-estimated, I do not think that low self-esteem, not deliberately play down his fit of anger, but I have enough self-knowledge, understand me and between pupil The gap is unique, because we have such a gap so to live in peace so she will not worry I will grab her thunder, I would not worry about the recruiting edge jealous too exposed.
then Ho Xuan in your lip to snout when the Duke of Zhou Bu Zuomei to wake you, and can cook you finally interrupted the dream is not a return. Finally a brush, a fine porcelain doll has turned birth of her pupil received a good dressing, and turned to me and smiled, she was always with the most barbed words against my enduring topic. I Pie Piezui to see her this battle certainly has some, and I again how to share my dream with her, but which still do not have the heart to torment her about boys, it is very unfair to him, must be about the man, she must struggle through life and death, so only get a chance, I can not injure the people Amitabha.
Hey, pupil, and that man will definitely see you feel that even after death but also the value, pupil ramp at me, then my face to a BIGBIGKISS, sprinkle the oil pulling away.
I find it very strange why they will not be jealous of pupil, which is always the question I asked myself the most, her body, her face, she was born with bowed to the charm of boys, will not be because I Ho Xuan's always thinking about all that they do attend to her, hey, some really nerve-racking.
dorm room and I am the only one bored lying in bed Tingshi Chennai, but I say it's Tingshi envy or people skills, dating in college is not about to sleep is the lovelorn loss of sleep, over the campus at the national level to protect animals and walk the spectacular scenery. I regarded as an exception to eat all day sleep over, sleep over and ate it in another Jiecha sleep, in short, all day long live the lives of ordinary pigs, old pupil said Ho Xuan you stop to think about, and in accordance with the conditions you find are not any longer difficult. I say it, a school boy was confused deserted you, and I do not know many girls confused mortals Sugar Lee you were born, I do not want to push themselves into the pit of fire. Every time I finish I would take the pupil oblique eyes, the line, hold your head every day as Ho Xuan you live it. In fact, I do not want to lose having the same nostalgia for Ho Xuan look for one do, but He gave me everything Xuan too unforgettable, and thus get out of the plunge yourself.
Ho Xuan was a guy at my school one of the four, he is the guy in our class leader, for girls, he said a word the top ten living teacher said, this is not an exaggeration.
the beginning, the class except me and that the United States for words of the pupil, all the girls are so faint he lost seven of eight elements, so I walked out with like-minded pupil, as to how I betrayed the revolutionary spirit of my words this is a post.
April Fool's Day. I and pupil in which the day before the arrival of the morning wondering how to get to the whole of the people. think of a head quickly into two big, I said I die, So you use your beauty to the entire Ho Xuan it, you do not look down on the old him? pupil of my words were immediately refuted, Music Division, she said Alice told me to betray the two of us you are a revolutionary program, ah, impossible, or, you go! I almost had drawn a laugh in bed the past, I say you is not it your pupil, if you want to stab Ho Xuan and I do not have to look for ah, I went around him to me? finish and the pupil had a quick pinch noon, off their feet, a bed like being robbed like.
Otherwise, you pretend to deny him a brother? if he agreed to I went to ah di you buy that jacket. I swallowed a swallow, that piece ah di how long I do not know want to, but has been considering to buy it I would have been poor for several months so it can not start, and I did not expect this one to buy, such a good thing ..... ah di so the temptation, the material needs over the revolutionary will, I said yes, an old saying really is not covered without fire , I was a bloody example.
measures the results to a half-day to the next day, when no effects at all, and I saw his legs felt weak for Ho Xuan, I feel he is the cat I'm a rat, I I do not know in my heart a thousand times cursed is the matter with his pupil on one side urging me to death reminders. I said, slowly slowly you do not worry, do not have to be on the battlefield before the war preparations before? I do now is to prepare . Finally, I an ready to prepare for a day. pupil and keen interest will soon be my estimate is bald and the eyes look a little bit dim. I do not think that you recognize his brother and would not be dead, what a great of. So, I took advantage of a dark and stormy night self-study class had never been seen there about what went into the garden Xuan, Ho Xuan to have been taller than me, to the garden when I felt like a giant he was, I kept rubbing too start, stop calling my heart to be calm to calm, do not panic. The results speak I said something like a death, I said my sister dressed than usual today, you are pretty sure it has a lot of people awesomeness. A I wanted to finish dead dead set that piece ah Deakin is not mine. I heard Xuan Ho said to me, is there anything you want to say to me, it takes a calm tone, speaking like a Prime Minister. I gritted his teeth, Xinyi Heng said that there is no big deal. I said Ho Xuan I want my brother you do not even if you as to the promise, and then I wait for the verdict Xuan Ho, that piece ah di is mine or to others, the results of that dress nice day in the near to wear on me, because Ho Xuan said, I promise.
I stretched, had just another dream, too clear and so that makes me confused the thought still in high school yet. the original matter before the moment is still so clear in my head, ah, pupil has not come back, this time pupil is always out, and will, after time out will come back the next day. I Some worried for her, but it was so sensitive topic so I can not ask private, when she and I had a gap between the what?
a man walked in the playground to go, suddenly found life, left me in high school consequences not only under the Xuan Ho, pupil, too. Because of her, when I think how a person not used to and comfortable, clean and lonely some horror, I felt more and more clear that she was getting out of life with me, which I have been caught unprepared, indeed some of my people are weak, do not want to experience some things that I do not want to face encounter, sometimes to escape, but there are more submissive. < br> came two men face a one casual, the other one just makes me want to scold him dress, a set of white, and he thought he was the prince ah. But getting closer, I actually found this guy I know. It is the first time to the mad chase chase pupil Shao Wei, I am a bit empty him of all pupil is estimated to be too excited, so that every time he saw me as a pupil to see the same ecstatic, indeed, a hands on my shoulders to give me a BIGBIGHUG, do not know what scruples, there still people who do not know. I gave him less punch that you do not see me just as renowned for every pupil No excitement, like, you hug after the street who dare to chase me, ah, you dare to stop my kid peach blossom If you're dead. Then I heard the young man next to him Sashourenhuan laughter. I incline at him, laughing at the first meeting so it did not grace, white long a Junlian, and with a ghost. Shao Wei, see my face right, immediately poked his elbow jab to his friend, this guy has especially coughs, and introduce themselves while also smiling while her mouth, hateful home. is simply a very long time, but did not give the flat Qianbian people, he said you ... Hello, my name is ... name. Yi-Fan Shi ...
pupil's boyfriend does not know how many approved a change to the school not long ago because she and several boys had a world war, no death, mass injuries, severity 80 %, is really called Megatron five continents, I admire the most is the pupil actually calm, as if these things have nothing to do with her, I still maintain my noble revolutionary integrity mm to school the first day I swear, must not fall in love. pupil said to me after listening to Secretary Lok Yi stab you in the end you are gonna do an old wasted ah gotta face the women eighty seven win a fight you want to continue vegetarian Buddha ah, right! you do not harm the common people here, and just moved to a nunnery it, there are more suitable for you, by! you this woman actually harm the common people still call me, I immediately gave her a kick, I said, you big sister head or eyes is a long long back of the head of the, ah, in the end the scourge of the common people, or you me, you do not take the whole history of your sins committed towards this innocent little girl my head buckle, a big hat so I can not stand pupil innocently crossing the hand towards a woman that asked me for a long Zeyang that woman, glancing Oh my mother I look like a ghost I said, why you and I mean her big day Do not I was scared she said. You see people who look so Qianbian have angels to patrol next to it, you are much stronger than her. I immediately hear this woman makes it sound, I shouted you this pupil woman seeking death ah, a war has inevitably occurred.
I found my people, especially unlucky, the more I want to see farther and farther away from me he will, I do not want to see people every day can be met, like a hell-like, to wrap the. If someone when I see my face now that I'm in the evil will of the. as full of smiling face and goes in my eyes. how, see my like a ghost-like. Though I do not want to see him, I saw very, very flat to him, but all my experience tells me all the communication must now reveal the smile of my career, I say you joking brother that the day which will damn it, say you which, like Ghosts, you're with a ghost compared to far worse. You people are fooling, a sharp tongue. Shih Yi-Fan said harshly. I thought, Who are you when such a know me, I was about to make my feelings heard when he spoke of going to go eat. Then I heard the sound of my stomach croak.
Shi Yi-fan I think if I had never seen such a person as , to me he will show all the curiosity of a special, such as me, for example, I like to eat now, yes, I sometimes lack of food is a little gentle, but still not the same as a hungry man, you see him askew eyes, I will look to see what the chopsticks Yishuai said, ah not seen the woman to eat.
you did not have these days are not a few meals ah.
ramp at him I said ah you think no one like you as much as tap water how to how to spend to spend do not worry ah. I have not eaten for days hungry something, and finally eat the whole meal to the mix of men.
that After the meal you pay for it I am.
fact, I will of this man is not particularly strong, especially in the temptation of money and food. pupil who always called me this long hair look shallow, do not know how long interests of the plan, I said I was the little people have a point to grab a point, you think no one like you is the blue-chip stocks were not bad ah undefeated. I often have people ask me to eat two lollipops and thorough change view of the man, and sometimes feel sick himself, but nausea still continue their own style finished.
pupil to spare, a day almost see her in person, and I finally found a talk companion, but I do not know I'm actually in the near future and the pupil for his earth-shattering. I sat in the window seat, Shi Yi-fan to me and he ordered coffee, and I never had this person inside the sugar in the coffee habit , and Shi Yi-fan has his spoonful of coffee with a spoonful toward the, which I thought a little hazy, I remember that occupy all my memory of the people also have the same actions and demeanor.
Would you like a hamburger, chicken The.
Then I saw the surprised expression Shi Yi-fan, my whole body shaking a bit, I know very well what Xuan own all remember, but I never realized that I would even such small details so clearly remember , and even has become a reflex, I've a nervous cough a bit, I said I tell you a story.
I started with what my past Xuan stripped little by little, the air will have to thin them gradually. Now It may be the cafe in the summer, the air conditioner too big, so I feel a little cold, because my whole body has been shaking, I can clearly see their own eyes the thin layer of condensed water vapor, so that I can not see Shi Yi-fan's face, the moment I sat in front of me that is what Xuan.
small Yi, which is not a small guy chasing you, ah. Ho Xuan side back to the side of those silly friends asked me the letter. I die staring at his pen desperately shaking her head, how can I say, what you see ah eyes. I saw two eyes. Having also made a turn toward me in the face and eyelids, things by the book. I hit the book In the past, boy you're Qianbian it, knowing that your sister is in no one chasing me during which pot you do not open the tender spot you do not have to stab me this way ah. Ho Xuan who smile at me. In fact, I particularly like to see him laugh, it makes me feel warm.
that you have people like you?
his words suddenly stuck to my mind, a multitude of things are out of hook . that come in contact time is not long nor short, his beautiful smile, like a big brother he patted my head, he will be a flower on the look of love in front of me still has a lot to me I do not know how many times inexplicably touched the small details. I think I put many, many other people have in mind is so strong I remember it like his behalf, so I said I like you.
time stuck in a moment, I saw how embarrassed smile Xuan face, that moment I heard the voice of chord snapped, very loud, very painful.
how could it, how could my sister like brother. < br> I should thank him, if not so that I might be embarrassed to not know how to get along later, but he says so is tantamount to giving me a very clear answer, is not possible between me and him.
Oh, I do not know how, my head some pain, go back to sleep, see you tomorrow. I immediately fled the scene, one second later will make me ashamed.
reeling lay it back to the dormitory, I saw several days The pupil did not come back, but she was a little weird, quiet, silent in bed.
pupil was not feeling ah?
did not respond. I am somewhat at a loss.
air is thin, I'm a little out of breath to just let my heart the memory of some throbbing, but also a little surprised, I obviously keep up Yi-Fan Shi said some happy things, sad how they do things that some of it.
Lok-Yi, I do not want to play with go on, I feel very tired. pupil suddenly sat up, I saw tears in her eyes, this is the first time, I first saw the tears pupil. In the past, she always said the woman set to break the pattern of history, she said the other woman is made of water, but she will not, she is a rock, no, is made of steel, not bad and will not rust, but now, pupil of the eye tears in her beautiful but never drop by drop down quickly, I some confusion flawless.
pupil, is not it ... what happened?
I decided not to go on like this.
huh? pupil makes me confused. < br> pupil's eyes flashing with tears also clear, why I see her face with a happy smile looming it?
I fell in love with a person, for him, I decided to give up the old life.
That was a missile-class news, my mind began to search for the face with the pupil concerned. tell the truth, by my understanding, I really do not know who is so capable of winning pupil's heart, is it a foreign guest? I'm trying to understand the situation, she fell asleep.
I stared at the ceiling, pupil have decided to give up before the start all over again, and what about me? Ho Xuan me in the end the tree to hang it go? He is so clear and he did not tell me I may, I have been so dedicated to step into the swamp, they really ready to not come back?
round and round the hands of the spoon stirring coffee cup, When I was aware of his OBE, the bottom of the cup of coffee only a little lie, I'm embarrassed smile towards Shi Yi-fan, only to find he was smiled at me.
you wasted ah, the coffee here great to give you a table and did not drink a whole.
called generous donation you understand? I am white at him. had come out today, did not intend to drink coffee with him, because the last thing I have been how dare not face him, but he demonstrated today, nothing seems to matter until the early threw God.
I have no class today, with me out to play.
you do not I! selfish person !
He got up and left, never looked back to look at, Baji throw me a word, I have just seen, you no class today.
hey, no way to really get him.
I thought he be like everybody else and then brought me to the basketball court watching him play like an idiot, or is to take me to McDonald's KFC eat a big meal, and he made a hand gesture to hug me, I saw amusement park behind him.
you're going to take me here? how I look like snot, like the kind of tossed candy to children?
your mouth, this man is ruthless.
he do not explain it directly to the inside, behind my head like a low with the children do something wrong with my father's ass in the post-walk, special hell.
fact, there is a reason for bad mood, I made a long time ago with a similar dream, dream I'm riding a roller coaster with the Ho Xuan, I desperately grabbed his hand and leaning his arms, very exciting, very happy.
sleepwalking again ah , it is our turn.
you are not seeking death, ah, when I promised to ride the roller coaster. God! The shame to lose big, and I fear most is take this.
assured I do not have something on your side. He seemed to see my anxiety, low voice at my ear lost to one.
roller coaster in the slowly moving upward, I glanced around casually he, this time I did not overlap him and Xuan Ho, I see clearly the person sitting beside me, Shi Yi-fan, I run a restaurant with this every day, I am not allowed to eat, and said to me develop a fat woman marry and then take the opportunity to carry me into the house of the people; that I am happy to coax the street holding a baby for a whole day with me visiting people; that magic was right when I said no left-handed people would guess, this time I finally see clearly his face.
Shi Yi Fan, a roller coaster to stop from the beginning that one second I was your girlfriend.
not allow him to answer the opportunity to start a roller coaster rushed down rapidly, I feel the tear of a strong air of substances called happiness, from my closer, I understand the feeling that he brought to me. people really is a very funny animals, obviously there will be an oasis in front, but still stubbornly stagnant water next to the guard at each side side of the blame. now I finally have to break with the past, to face my life, and here I subconsciously thought Yi-Fan Shi looked toward, but found him looking at me.
Shi Yi-fan is pulling my hand when I recovered from the faint. He is very tight grip, for fear I will lose, show the lucky lips look like a test had a few hundred sub-sugar parents reward children, I protested to him punch, happy to laugh, then come on, man laugh laugh is not a crime.
Oh, that I did laugh.
you laugh when it comes to really leave ah points. He looks very cute silly together.
three seconds later I began to regret my decision because So forget too excited when he first met Sashourenhuan smile you?
Shi Yi-fan, I count the three times you do not Bijin your mouth, then it will no longer belongs to you.
results after I three times do not want to lay out his arms.
since I announced the end of my single life goose kicked started my road to happiness. Wangwaimian pupil also ran once a week, although I do not know that she loves The man who in the end, but I really thank him, because every pupil came back, his face was beaming like a happy woman with a small laugh, look good.
time as long as usual after class, Shi Yi-fan and I'm bored to learn but hypocritical in the romantic drama plot, rent a car over a 380 Gazi run the world, watching the sunrise, watching the sunset, the stars sleep and wake up and sleep, tired upon his shoulder to sleep, greedily sucking him good smell taste. I often dream in his back, his dream of 10 carats diamond ring I wear a lot a lot when I was left saliva. < br> But this plain warm day suddenly came to an end some day, because the pupil said to me, what Xuan back, now in the People's Hospital ..
Ho Xuan went to Beijing a year ago when I took him Hand tossed nose a lot a lot to tears, he smiled and said they are not going to the front war glorious sacrifice never to return, if I have time to come back to see you. and he did return, but the scene has been turned into hospitals .